Allah Almighty God's Commanded 32-Page Open Letter of January 3, 1987... To All SUBUD Brothers and Sisters Throughout The SUBUD World - Part VI - Continued... Thursday 12/9/10...

A few weeks later, Muftiah had her first GOD-Willed Stroke, the date and time of which was Received, not only by Muftiah, but by another dear SUBUD sister, Isnaini, now Siti Ismana, (her "itoko" (cousin) from her last Japanese incarnation) as well, independent of each other, and at the same time...!


And so it has been, with Muftiah's beloved Farlan, now sleeping in a separate room, although no longer husband and wife in one sense, still connected by our Jiwas, as we were when we were first brought together, Jiwa to Jiwa, (Inner to Inner/Soul to Soul) in Marin, 12 years ago, practically as strangers...!


During Laura's 4-month GOD-Willed Crisis State, when she willfully decided to observe the Ramadan fast, despite Testing saying: "No", within the first three days, she became very ill... 


And after her Penance... working as a cleaning woman for the Catholic church was over... ALMIGHTY GOD said to her... early one morning...: 


"I Am Displeased With Your Willfullness... ... Deciding Whether To Let You Die Right Now... In A State Of Disgrace... ... Or Give You Another Chance At Work... ... ... And Marriage...!"


And Laura trembled in fear, at the Wrath in her HEAVENLY FATHER'S Voice and Words... and begged for forgiveness...


Then her dear National Helper SUBUD Brother Labasir, whose wife Munawaroh was away in Cilandak for Ramadan, asked Laura to help him with some Helper correspondence, and she happily complied...


When it was over, Labasir thanked Laura, then handed her an Air Letter, with the words:  


"Now Laura write to BAPAK!", 


and Laura stared down at the small sheet of paper, wondering how on earth she could pour out all her woes to BAPAK on it...


But Miracle of Miracles, somehow her whole miserable story got told - and a few weeks later, BAPAK's reply came, with no advice to surrender more, as she had expected, like in his last letter to her, but simply giving her the new Muslim name of Muftiah...!


Soon thereafter, as Muftiah, her life changed completely, Receiving to go to Marin, (which place had been Tested in Miami two years earlier, after her divorce from Mark, as the only place for Laura to go to!), where she worked very hard for a year, first at Good Goods, also teaching singing, writing and French... 


Then she became an assistant to Dr. Maniscalco, a SUBUD Brother chiropractor in San Francisco, and was also stringing beads for Dharma - and, last but not least, she was... through Testing... a "reserve" Helper for the Marin SUBUD Center...


Muftiah was now very content, living in a beautiful apartment, driving her own car, always staying close to her Jiwa, Receiving Inner Guidance for her daily work life, and feeling restored back into ALLAH ALMIGHTY GOD'S Grace again...


One day, Muftiah decided to write to BAPAK to ask what the meaning of her new SUBUD name was... and BAPAK wrote back to Muftiah, through his daughter Ibu Siti Rahayu...:


"...because you have Received the name Muftiah from BAPAK, you should use this name with a feeling of happiness and a contented heart.  


The meaning of the name Muftiah, for you, is "one who has a personality", or someone who does not easily become the plaything of a situation - (is not easily pushed around).  


Hopefully, with such a name, you will Receive what you wish for, both in this world as well as in the hereafter.  


I hope that my short explanation will not disappoint you...."


(Allah Almighty God's Commanded 32-Page Open Letter of January 3, 1987... To All SUBUD Brothers and Sisters Throughout The SUBUD World  -  Part  VII - to be Continued... Insha Allah... God Willing... Monday 12/13/10...)