Muftiah's Most Awesome... Holy Night Of Christmas Eve... With Ibu... Bapak's Beloved Departed Wife... From Indonesia... Whom She Had Never Met... In Person...! ... The Virgin Mary...! ... And Dear Honora Katz... An Unknown... Jewish SUBUD Sister... Recently Arrived... From England...!
On the long... 45 minute drive to Santa Cruz SUBUD House... to meet with her dear SUBUD Sister... Miriam Brannan... to help her Receive... some very much needed Guidance... from her Creator... her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... Muftiah was in a state of doubt... and bewilderment...
She was very puzzled... because she and Farlan... whose forthcoming marriage... had been Blessed... and Approved of... by her Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... when they wrote to him... describing their extraordinary coming together... of Jiwa to Jiwa... as practical strangers... were continually arguing... and fighting... with each other so much...
And then Muftiah found herself recalling... a most unusual Spiritual Experience... of hers... at the Marin SUBUD House... about two years earlier... in 1973...
The Holy Night of Christmas Eve... was a Date... which was very significant for her... because that was the Magical Night...when she... at the age of twenty-two... had felt... the high soul... of her beloved son... Marco... enter her being... at the very moment... when her adored lover... John... poured all his love... into his darling Chuchi... thereby passing... into her receptive body... the oh so precious Drop... of the Water of Life...!
This Holy Night... happened to fall... on a Group Latihan Night... and since she never missed a Latihan... unless too ill... which was rare... even the fact... that it was a holiday... did not deter her... from attending...
And when she arrived... at the Marin SUBUD House... she noticed... sadly... that there were only three SUBUD Sisters present... far less than usual... worshipping their Creator... the SUBUD Way... with the Christians... referring to Him... as Almighty God... and the Muslims... as Allah... and one Jewish lady... referring to Him... as Jahweh...
And some of them... Were Made To Sing... and some To Dance... and some of them... Being Made... To Run around the room... Shouting... At The Top Of Their Lungs... in the large Latihan Hall... as their Creator... Individually... Brought their Spiritually dormant beings... To Glorious Life... In Different Ways... each feminine soul... according to her unique nature... character... and personality... in Preparation... for their Blissful... Eternal Afterlives...
Muftiah's particular Latihan Kejiwaan began... and with her eyes closed... as usual... she Received... as she felt the Vibration... Of The Great Holy Life Force... Of Allah Almighty God... Pulsating even Stronger... inside her... to softly Sing Praises... to Him... while at the same time... spontaneously Receiving... Beautiful Dancing Gestures... of Respectful Homage... to Him...
When all of a sudden... her Voice Stopped... and her Graceful Movements Stopped... and all six foot two of her... Was Made to Stand... Perfectly Still... by the Power of God...!
And she became vaguely conscious... that a lovely young SUBUD Sister... whom she had only seen once... before... about two weeks earlier... was standing very close to her... almost too close...!
Then after the longest while... as she... quite recently... re-named Muftiah... Was Made... to Continue to Stand... Perfectly Still... with her eyes still closed... she periodically felt... after brief intervals... what seemed like Feathery Touches... on her bare feet... then on both her hands... then on her shoulders... then on her forehead...!
And then... after another little while... she suddenly felt a Sharp... Enormous Stab of Pain... Shooting Up... between her legs... into her private parts...!
And this most unusual Sensation... of Firsts... was followed... by a Feeling of Fullness... as if Something Big... and Round... Had Been Thrust Up... Deep Inside her...!
And then... some while after... as she Was Being Made... to Continue... to Stand Perfectly Still... with her eyes closed... the Enhanced Vibration... of The Great Holy Life Force... of her Creator... her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... Was Lessened... to its usual Gentle Vibration... inside her...
And as always... this indicated to her... that her half hour time... of unconditional... sincere surrender... to Him... for Spiritual Growth... and Development... as well as possibly... some more Purification... of her... and her evil ancestors' many sins... according to His Perfect Will... for her... a Latihan Kejiwaan... which on this Holy Night... Had Been Most Extraordinary... indeed... Was Over...
Later on... having put her shoes... and jewelry back on... and retrieving her roomy... shoulder tote bag... from under her chair... in the corner... as usual... the same lovely young SUBUD Sister... clearly a Jewess... approached her... as she was getting ready to leave...
And again... greatly impressed... by the lady's large... soft brown eyes... and beautiful... long... flowing... raven black hair... who introduced herself... as Honora Katz... and who reminded Muftiah... very much of Audrey Hepburn... she asked her... whether she would kindly give her a lift home... because the lady... she had come with... had gone... leaving her behind...!
And then she explained... in very cultured English... that her husband... was babysitting their baby son... Jason... instead of their usual baby-sitter... who had not been able to come... because it was Christmas Eve...
Muftiah had been invited... to a Christmas Eve party... at a young SUBUD couple's house... named Helissa and Mark Penwell... after Latihan... and was glad to give the young lady... a lift home... admiring the quiet aura... she had about her...
But as soon as she got into her car... she started to feel quite ill... and all shivery... as if she was coming down with a cold...! And decided... that she would drop Honora off... stop in briefly... at the Penwell's... out of courtesy... then head straight home for bed...
Just as they were about to reach the street... to Honora's apartment building... Muftiah suddenly found herself... beginning to confide... to this perfect stranger... who was sitting so quietly beside her... about her strange... most unusual Latihan... of that night... and the sudden Stab of Pain... ... ...
When Honora quietly interrupted her... so that she never got to say... "between my legs... up into my private parts...!"... stating... that she wasn't going to say anything... but since Muftiah... seemed to be so sensitively aware... she was going to explain... everything to her...!
And for the next ten minutes... or so... with Muftiah driving very slowly... on the barely lit... deserted street... Honora... speaking softly... in her very cultured English... quietly told... a mesmerized Muftiah... how her services... were periodically used... by Ibu... Bapak's Beloved wife... who had since passed on - May she Glory... in the Paradise... of her Afterlife - for specific Spiritual Purposes... regarding very special SUBUD Marriages... that were especially Willed By God...!
Adding that... only this night... had been particularly different... perhaps because it was... the Holy Night of Christmas Eve...!
Because on this very special Night... as her feet... Were Directed... To Walk Across... the long length... of the large Latihan Hall... towards a very tall lady... and having Reached her... Was Made to Stand... very close to her unknown SUBUD Sister... Muftiah... immediately understanding... that her particular "Marriage Services"... were about to be required... once again... by Ibu... wondering how that could happen... since Ibu had passed on to her Afterlife... since the last time... she saw a Golden Chariot... Descending from Heaven... which Hovered... Shimmering... slightly above her head... and sitting inside the Shining Vehicle... was Ibu... Bapak's Beloved departed wife...!
But... to her utter amazement... instead of being alone... as usual... the Virgin Mary... was with Ibu...!
And both of the Ladies... Looking Beautiful... Young... and Vibrant... and full of Energy... and Dressed in Robes... of Vivid Colors... brilliant hues... such as she had never... ever seen before... were happily Laughing... and Giggling... and Chattering away... to each other... just like young... carefree schoolgirls...!
Then... after a little while... a Beautiful... Slender Ibu... who had been quite overweight... when she was living on earth... still Laughing... as usual... Handed down to Honora... a small Vial... filled with a Colored Liquid... and sobering for a moment... quietly instructed her... to Anoint Muftiah's bare feet... with its Holy Contents...!
And after Honora... bending down... had obediently finished emptying the Holy Contents... of the Vial... on Muftiah's bare feet... she returned the empty Vial... up to Ibu... who stopped happily conversing... with the Virgin Mary... for a moment... only to hand her... another small Vial... with a different Colored Liquid... telling her to Anoint... both of Muftiah's hands... with its Holy Contents...!
And after she had done so... Ibu Handed her yet another One... with yet another Color... telling her that she should Anoint... both of Muftiah's shoulders... which diminutive Honora... had to reach way up... to her height... of six foot two... to do so...!
And the last Colored... Holy Vial... was for Anointing Muftiah's forehead... which Honora also had to stretch herself way up... to the very ends of her toes... to reach...!
And with all the Holy Vials... Vanishing into thin air... after each Holy Use...! ... Ibu... for the very first time... Handed down to Honora... a Golden Round Ball... instructing her... to thrust It inside Muftiah... between her legs...!
By this time... they had reached Honora's apartment building... and with a dazed Muftiah... now feeling... as sick as a dog... and understanding... why she had felt the feathery Touches... on her body... and Sharp Stab of Pain... between her legs... she heard Honora quietly say... as she got out of her car... thanking her for the ride home... and looking very serious...:
"Yours is going to be a most unusual Marriage... my dear... for you have been Singularly Blessed... to be Anointed... in more places... than the other SUBUD Sisters...! And what is more... Ibu has never given me... a Holy Golden Ball before... to Spiritually thrust... inside a SUBUD Sister...!"
Now all alone again... as Muftiah groggily... drove her car... to the Penwell's house... with Christmas gifts... for them... she marvelled... once again... of thousands of times... at how Great... the Power of God Was... that He Could Cause... A Golden Ball... To Be Thrust Inside her... not physically... but Spiritually... with her being dressed... as usual... in one of her long... colorful Latihan robes... which reached way down... to her ankles...!
The Penwell's cozy home... was full of SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... happily celebrating... which made her feel very sad... that they did not really appreciate... the Miraculous Gift... of the Latihan Kejiwaan... that their Creator... Had so exceedingly Blessed them with...
Otherwise... they would have set aside... just that one single... little half hour... to humbly surrender themselves... to their Creator... at the Marin SUBUD House... on that Holy Night... which happened to fall... on a scheduled Latihan Night... of only two... half hour nights... a week...!
Why... it could have been quite possible... that they could have been particularly Blessed... on this Special Holy Night... recalling the Father of all mankind... Holy Man of God... her Beloved SUBUD Father Bapak... counseling his SUBUD children... never to neglect the Latihan... and never to resist... what Almighty God... Made Arise in them... during their very important... half hour... of unconditionally worshipping Him... through their total... sincere surrender to Him...
Even going so far as to say... that during that one single time... of their thirty minutes... of sincere surrender... to their Creator... Could Result... in Him Granting them... as a Reward... Purification of all their sins... committed during... and throughout nine life times...!!!
But then... becoming her usual... sympathetic... and understanding self... and it dawning on her... that this was a Golden Opportunity... to share with the whole assembly... her awesomely Wondrous... Experience... of that Holy Night... which she was quite sure... they would have loved to hear about... as she drew their attention to herself... and opened her mouth to speak... with everybody looking up at her great height... expectantly...she suddenly felt a Violent Wave of Nausea... and then the very familiar Sensation... of her Throat Being Closed Up...!
And as her SUBUD Brothers and Sisters saw... how white her face had become... as she started to shiver... all over again... and realized... to her dismay... that her Extraordinary Experience... of that Holy Night... once again... was for her alone... and not to be shared... with anybody else...! ... her SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... became most sympathetic... suggesting that she should go home... agreeing that she shouldn't stay...
Barely able to wish them all... a Merry Christmas... Muftiah somehow managed to drive home... ten minutes away... and as she relieved herself... on the throne... now feeling so sick... that all she wanted... was to crawl into her bed... she vaguely became aware... of the wonderful Scent of Roses... Wafting up towards her... as she urinated...!
And for the next seven days... spent sick in bed... with a raging fever... understanding... that she was going through... a very important... necessary period... of heavy Purification... unable to eat anything... but drinking lots of orange juice... every time... Muftiah sat on the throne... and relieved herself... which was often... her wonderful Christmas Gift... of the Heavenly Golden Ball... inside her... Spiritually Given to her... by her Beloved Heavenly Father... Allah Almighty God... through never met Ibu...! ... the Virgin Mary...! ... as well as dear... gentle... Jewish Honora... Would Release... a Heavenly Scent of Roses...!
And as sick... and as weak... as she was... barely able to stand... she would Blissfully inhale... and breathe in... for as long as possible... the Heavenly Aroma... feeling that she Was Being... Exceptionally Blessed... by her Loving Creator... Whose Presence... and Loving Approval... of her... His loving daughter... she had always Felt... inside her being... ever since she could remember...!
(Allah Almighty God's Commanded 32-Page Open Letter of January 3, 1987... To All SUBUD Brothers and Sisters Throughout The SUBUD World - Part IX - to be Continued... Insha Allah... God Willing... Thursday 12/23/10...)
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