Apparently... Muftiah's story is not yet finished...
Now ALLAH Tells Muftiah... to share with her many SUBUD Brothers and Sisters... throughout the SUBUD World... how... after Receiving...:
"Dying Of Stroke... On October 28th... At 4 a.m."...
Farlan and Muftiah... had cabled their beloved BAPAK... telling BAPAK of Muftiah's Receiving... and thanking BAPAK... for the Latihan Kejiwaan... SUBUD names... sessions of Testing... and also for BAPAK's Wise counsel... to her... as Laura...
Now Muftiah understood why she had felt so strange... ever since Farlan... had been called... in his Jiwa... by BAPAK... to go to Indonesia... in March, 1982...
And how... during all the six weeks... that Farlan was away... Muftiah often felt... that she was not on earth anymore...!
Receiving over and over...:
"Muftiah Mati..."...
which made her feel very happy... but without understanding the meaning... of the word "mati"... in her Receiving...!
Throughout the previous 22 SUBUD years... from time to time... she would Receive...:
"Old Self Dying..."...
and she would experience.. some bad character trait... fading away...
But this was very different...
When Farlan came back... from his very first trip to Indonesia... Muftiah saw that his Jiwa... Had Become Magnificently Wide... And Deep... and she was full of awe... at his amazing Transformation...
He had wonderful stories to tell her... and hundreds of snapshots as well...
He raved about how he had fallen in love... with the country... and its people... with BAPAK's Jiwa... urging him... every morning... not to stay... in the SUBUD compound at Cilandak... but to go out into the country... and get to know BAPAK's people...
Farlan now had a longing in him... to go back to Indonesia... as soon as possible... this time with his Muftiah... but Muftiah somehow "knew" ... that she would never go to Indonesia... again... a beautiful country... known to her as Java... which she had visited... for three glorious days... in 1941... en route from Japan... to Switzerland...
Therefore... she could not quite share... in his enthusiasm...
Furthermore... deep inside her...she felt that some strange kind of Inner Separation... had taken place... between her husband and herself... during their physical separation... from each other...!
While Farlan was away in Cilandak... Muftiah had experienced two strange Group Latihan Kejiwaans... in which her Jiwa... Had Pushed Painfully Hard... against her chest... Wanting To Be Released... At The Same Tme... Feeling Her Feet... Lifting Off The Floor...!!!
Although Muftiah had previously found herself... without intention... asking her Seattle SUBUD Helper Sisters... as soon as she saw them... that... in the event... that she should die... during her Latihan Kejiwaan...!... to please not immediately call an ambulance... or doctor... but to surrender themselves... seeking Inner Guidance... from ALLAH ALMIGHTY GOD... as to what to do...
And they had promised... to heed her request...
Nevertheless... Muftiah felt... that she could not quite trust them... not to try to keep their SUBUD sister alive... and with Farlan not being there... to protect her... and say farewell to... found herself resisting... fighting against the Relentless Pushing... of her Jiwa... calling out to Dianah... the one Sister Helper... her Jiwa trusted...
Dianah was the aunt of the famous movie star... Dyan Carol...
And although Dianah Received... that she should not go to her SUBUD sister Muftiah... who was crying out to her... for help... because of her deep... abiding love for her... she went to her aid... and touched her... thus helping her... not to lift off the planet earth... then and there...!
(Allah Almighty God's Commanded 32-Page Open Letter of January 3, 1987... To All SUBUD Brothers and Sisters Throughout The SUBUD World - to be Continued... with Part XXIV ... Insha Allah... God Willing... Monday 2/14/11... Saint Valentine's Day...!)
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