Then... as Muftiah lay there very puzzled... she heard the familiar Voice... of her lifelong Guardian Angel Friend... Who Has Periodically Got Her Out Of Dangerous Situations...
Such as when she was kidnapped... for the thriving Oriental Sex Slave Trade... He Rescued her... not just once... but three times... between the ages of four and seven... (the perilous episodes... all fully described... in her first book... "From The Shadow... Of The Rising Sun..."... via website link...: subudstories.info
And what He now Whispered... into her right ear... as usual... once again... was...:
"Remember... She Had Two Strokes"...!!!
Muftiah had completely forgotten... that Princess Grace... had died of the second stroke... and nobody had
reminded Muftiah... of that fact... and she Was Reminded... that Isnaini's and her Receiving... had been...:
"Dying Of Stroke..." ... and not...: "Dying Of A Stroke"!...
Muftiah remembers a split second... when she and Isnaini were comparing... their identical Receiving... that she was aware... that actually Muftiah's "Dying Of Stroke"... would take quite a few years more...and not relishing the idea... of years and years of suffering... had immediately rejected the awareness... out of her consciousness...
BAPAK's reply to our cable... arrived on the very morning... of the first God-Willed Stroke... October 28th... at about 10 a.m... via our SUBUD Brother... Isaac Goff...
And BAPAK said...:
"What is important is to surrender to GOD in every situation.
Our return to GOD is under HIS Authority.
BAPAK prays that GOD May Always Be With Both Of You..."
Thus began the period of Muftiah's end days... when now she... having reached the second half... of her fifty-second year of life... would constantly Receive... every five minutes or so... all day and night... in and out of Latihan Kejiwaan... the following phrases... of Inner Guidance... even to this very day... often being helped... by BAPAK's message... as time passed... and she got worse... suffering frequently with God-Willed Strokes... (stopped counting them... after the thirty-seventh!!!)...:
"ALLAH Is Calling Muftiah To Go To ALLAH..."
"ALLAH Is Guiding Muftiah To Go To ALLAH..."
"I Love ALLAH..."
"I love Obeying ALLAH... Forever And Ever... Amen..."
"Muftiah Mati..." (Mati means death and dying in Indonesian!)
"Surely It Is Time To Go Now... Forever And Ever... Amen..."
"Rise Up Now And Go To ALLAH... Forever And Ever... Amen..."
"My Life On Earth Is Now Over - It Is Done..."
"My Love Is Over..." (meaning for Farlan)
"Shining Inside Now... Forever And Ever... Amen..."
"I Am Holy Now..." (Muftiah sincerely does not believe that she is saintly,,, but that she is still full of holes!)
Throughout the first year... it was...: "Going Soon..."
Throughout the second year...: "Going Very Soon..."
Throughout the third year...: "Going Now..." and
Throughout the fourth year...: "Going Immediately..."!!!
(Muftiah will probably actually go... when she Receives...:
"Going In A Hair's Breadth... Of A Split Second..." - ha ha...)
Sometimes it is...:
"I Must Die Now... Immediately Obeying ALLAH..."
"Division No More..." (between Heaven and earth)... and
"Signing Out Now..." (that one always causes a chuckle)...
(Allah Almighty God's Commanded 32-Page Open Letter of January 3, 1987... To All SUBUD Brothers and Sisters Throughout The SUBUD World - to be Continued... with Part XXVII ... Insha Allah... God Willing... Thursday 2/24/11...)
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